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21 July 2020 @ 06:18 pm

Friends-Only. No exceptions. Comment for consideration for friending. I do not guarantee anything.

PS. If I don't accept you as a friend, don't be offended. I really don't post in this anymore. I mainly use Livejournal now to post my fanfic in communities.
I feel: thirstythirsty
22 October 2006 @ 05:07 pm
I'm alive. And well. Just not particularly interested in Livejournal. I've become waaaaaaaaaaay too obsessed with Ebay for my own good. I've kind of been putting off reading my friends' list cause I haven't in about 3 weeks and I know I'm never gonna catch up. So pretty much if there's something you think I should know about that happened from October 5th until now in your life, leave a comment or shoot me an email. Otherwise I'm probably not going to read my FL back that far.

Back to Ebay. :)
I feel: coldcold
I hear: Nelly Furtado - Maneater
Oh no- here comes that sun again.
And (that) means another day without you my friend.
And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself.
And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away.

With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one?
But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away and head for the door.

We've tried the goodbye so many days.
We walk in the same direction so that we could never stray.
They say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free,
but I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery.
They say time will make all this go away,
but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
And once again that rising sun is droppin' on down
And once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away, walk away and head for the door.
You just walk away - walk away - walk away.
You just walk away, walk on, turn and head for the door.

Ben Harper - Walk Away
I feel: indescribableindescribable
I hear: Ben Harper - Walk Away
24 September 2006 @ 10:02 pm
Everything I do is colored by him. He is never far from my mind. I'm constantly talking about him, thinking about him, longing for him. It's not that I miss what we had. It's more like I miss what we could have been. He haunts me. My dreams, my thoughts, my words, my choices.

I don't know if I long for the day that I can go a full day, a few hours, 30 minutes, 5 minutes without thinking about him or fear the moment it finally happens. Because I know that if that day ever does come, he won't be in my life anymore. The door will finally be closed. There will be no more opportunities. Second chances, third chances, 50th chances. We will truly be no more even though we never were in the first place.
19 September 2006 @ 09:45 pm
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I feel: contemplativecontemplative
I hear: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
05 September 2006 @ 09:32 am

Lincoln: My, aren't we sexy beasts?

Michael: Yes, Linc. Yes we are.

Seriously ... somebody stop me. This is getting to be an obsession.
30 August 2006 @ 05:59 pm
Remember those sites that automatically repost all images posted on Livejournal? Well, I also remember there was a way to block those sites from getting your posted images. Now I know I get a mindblowing amount of bandwidth a month (seriously, it's amazing...), but I'm none too thrilled about my images being posted anywhere but in my own journal unless I want them too.

Anybody know a solution to my question?
I feel: curiouscurious
I hear: The Simpsons
29 August 2006 @ 04:58 pm
Seriously? Watching Prison Break the last two weeks has made me seriously love Dominic Purcell and Wentworth Miller. Cause ... hotness?! Oh yeah. Check it out.

Spoilers first two episodes of this seasonCollapse )

I had the plan to go through and do a picspam of all the pretty in the first two episodes, but wading through the some 3000 caps I downloaded got really tedious really quickly.

So yeah. I'm loving all the sweaty, semi-suited brother shots. And I think it's the bad boy-loving part of me too.
I feel: gigglygiggly
I hear: Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway (acoustic)
22 August 2006 @ 01:28 pm
I officially quit my job with the basketball team this morning. No amount of compensation they can give me is worth my happiness.

I haven't felt this free in two years.
I feel: accomplishedaccomplished
04 July 2006 @ 04:58 pm
So I need some opinions. I just renewed my hosting package on Starnickel.com for another two years and they upgraded my server space to 1800 MB and bandwidth to 120 gig/month. There is no way I could ever use that much of either, but it's good to have it. But all I have on there right now is some music and pictures. I host some other sites, but as far as I know they're pretty inactive. I get unlimited subdomains.

So the point is that I need some opinions on what to do with all this space. Should I open a site again? On what subject? A musings on life/the world/random crap blog? Screencap hosting? I'm literally at a loss. I'm even willing to host some more sites, but of course they have to be pretty good. I don't have much in the way of actual webskills anymore and my graphical skills are sorely lacking as well.

Any ideas? Anybody? .... Bueller?
I feel: mellowmellow